freaking out, again

yeah, so i'm totally freaking out about scarby auditions. a little over five months away! i'm. fraking. scared.

this will be the norm in reference to this. the more i hear, the more i want to be part of it, yet the more freaked out about auditions i become.

why i want to be on scarby cast

i may start posting some things here so as to write more than what i can on my lj account on account of a person there. i kinda need to edit more there because of mentioning him and other people that he knows. or stuff i just don't want him to know. now. or ever. or yet.

here's one such post.

why i want to join the scarby cast

there's a certain magic about the cast of scarby. admittedly, i've been spoiled by them the past two seasons. this year especially. i really want to share that magic with others. i want them never wanting to leave or not being able to contain their excitment upon return visits. i want them to get season passes and friend of faire tickets. i was told several times one day that i was missed. i want patrons to feel that. to know that. to have fun in the lanes with a crazy cast of characters.

i'm ready to cross that line.

how long til january?