today is getting to be one of those days i wished i were elsewhere. sunday at church was like this too. it's just one of those things. summers make me feel that way anyway. but now, i feel like i just need to be collecting on my happiness or something along those lines.
sometimes, i think you just have to give fate a little push. i know i should be praying, which i am, but when the phone isn't ringing and no one is even admitting you're applying there, it's really hard not to. but, since i got a scholarship for doula training, it's like, that's where i'm supposed to be right now. back home in a great little town that isn't where i live right now. if only i could move there now and get a place to stay. too bad no one i know has a room for free in exchange for light housework and cooking.
when i was working the delic at a grocery store, there was this song i got really annoyed at cause they played it way too much. i remember the chorus:
i gotta back,
i do i do.
i gotta get back,
i do i do i do.
i really should go find that song. off i go then.
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